Category Archives: Autobiography

Dog Sleds

Seven miles.  Seven miles from the car.  Seven miles to a cabin we had never seen.

Allison had to pause.  “My hip hurts,” she whimpered.  The inky sky stained the tops of the trees.

“We may sleep outside tonight,” my mind raced.  I knew we were on the lake, but I didn’t know which cabin was ours.  The frozen cove we were snow shoeing across faced southwest toward the fleeting sun.  The prospect of checking the cabin numbers in the fading light filled me with dread. The good husband in me thought, “Say something positive.”

“We’re almost there.  This is definitely the lake.  We’ll just head to the point.”  I had no idea.

Snow machines were cruising back toward the road.  They were on the far side of the lake.  Their whine emasculated me.  I had hiked my wife into the wilderness to die.  But, one of them turned.

Chung, chung, chung, chung, mocked the engine.  “You two need help?” The good Samaritan’s coveralls and scarf betrayed kind eyes.  His snow machine drug the remains of an ice fishing stand.  I saw no fish.

“We are headed to cabin number two for the weekend.  I think it is one of those three on the shore,” I called out over the engine.

“Would anyone like a lift?”  Before I could calculate a response Allison get on board the machine.  I consented, “I will be very grateful if you take her to the cabin.”  And with that, they sped off four hundred yards to cabin number two.  I saw Allison unload and open the door.  The good Samaritan even unloaded the fire wood we were dragging on the door step.

Within twenty minutes, we had a fire going in the wood stove and water boiling for hot cider.  The wooden platform for our bedspreads slanted toward the wall.  Our toes were two inches higher than our heads.  I can’t sleep inverted so in the middle of the night I reversed my sleeping pad.  I shivered as I heard howls and yips over the lake.  But, I put my childish fears to sleep

I woke when the lazy sun crept through the windows. My eyes adjusted to the white lake.  There were dog sled teams racing a looping course.  The mushers were happy.  Everyone was very alive.

Left Hand, Right Hand

The money wasn’t mine.  My car was new.  The road was slick ice.

She opened the door and said, “Oh bless you!  I knew you would come.”  I thought, “How could she know?  Her phone was turned off.”

“A member of our church found out you were in trouble.  This check is to cover the bills.”  I looked around the room, and in the living room I saw pews and a keyboard setup.  I was standing on holy ground.

“You need to see what I do here, so you can tell anyone in trouble to come visit me.  I will help anybody.  Drunks, homeless, anybody who’s hungry.”  Her large pantry was a homemade food distribution center.  Stacks of day old pastries and cans of vegetables clung to every surface.

“Can I pray for you and your ministry.  And, I would like to place my hand on your shoulder while I pray.”

“Now listen, you don’t need to ask me to pray.  We are both Christians, and you are my brother, and I am your sister, and you better hug me while you pray.”  Even though we didn’t know last names, we embraced.  I prayed.  At the end she said, “Don’t say that the generous person sent you here; God did it, and you obeyed.”

I was able to give to a giver because somebody gave and because God connected us, wove us together.

I have heard it said that humans are religious because we love to find patterns that aren’t really there. We then elevate those patterns above ourselves and call them God or gods.

But in the patterns that day, I saw a continuous thread.  Throughout those moments I saw unconditioned, even un-vetted,  love.

“God is love” 1John 4:8